open door

she didn't understand
why i wouldn't fuck
i'm not that type of guy
i prefer to make love
leave your problems at the door
along with shoes and clothes
open up your pores
ask the heart...it knows
time is unlimited
only the feeling exists
our breathe in sync
as we sway back n forth
each time unlike the previous
every time you want more
here i am waiting
just leave your things at the door

state of mind

wasn't long ago
that i really didn't know
bout life's struggles n heartaches
pockets without dough
no stable job
nothing to fall back on
facing the world
without a path to follow
what is it to seek?
what is there to find?
had the money
it never mattered
now i have the time
i guess things could be badder
i wake up wondering
why i'm still alive
why am i still here
i'm lost this time

man kind

from physical savages
to psychological savages
we remain.....savages

pass me by

another beauty passes by
makes me stop and wonder
wheres she from?
whos she with?
whats she like?
she like the others?
just a passer by
without a word
not a look
nor a smile
not even
the bird

a snow flake Dec 1987

A snow flake fell into my hand
a tiny fragile gem
a frosty fragile flowerlet with petals
but no stem
i wondered at the beauty
its intricate design
i breathed
the snow flake vanished
just for a momento
it was mine

over here

just take your time
no need to rush
no make-up is needed
not even blush
leave your worries at the door
n your problems outside
layin in bed waiting
for you to come inside
no clocks on the wall
this isnt a race
all thats needed
is you
with a gorgous smile
across your face
day or night
just you and I
lets make love
kiss this day goodbye

key

can you give it all you've got
expect nothing in return
take the good with the bad
life's been known to burn
the road may be long
hot and cold at times
these arms will always welcome you
with a nice glass of wine
your shelter in the rain
warmth when you freeze
soft massaging hands
whenever you need
my advice is good n bad
yet it comes from the part
if you know the meaning of 'forever'
here's the key to my heart

i

i've gotten to the point
where there is nothing to prove
flow with life's soundtrack
always in the grove
don't miss a beat
heart steady pumping
travel un-noticed
music keeps the mouth hummin
like the quite praying mantis 
skinny yet long
with my head held up
legs well planted and strong
eyes like an eagle
ears of a bat
i have heightened senses
did you just hear that?
yet i see/hear so much bad
what has made this world go mad?
i seek no medals
nor recognition
got this new tune
here....have a listen  

prowl

from across the room
she looked straight into my eyes
saw right through me
past the bullshit, ego and lies
a puma on the prowl
out for a kill?
or a cougar making rounds
looking for a thrill
didn't matter....
i was hooked
no other woman had ever
given me that look
i wanted her now
any way
any how

her

where have you been all my life
i looked high and low
under every rock
up and down the beach shores
into the darkest of caves
most barren of desert lands
seeking for the one
whom can fit this hand
if we pass
how will i know?
will we collide face to face
step toe to toe
i look without looking
search without searching
where can i find her
is she also looking?

the hike

it took us some time
but we made it to the peak
the highest point around
10,000+ feet
pitched a tent
started a fire
sun was disappearing
light began to expire
air above us began to change
dark clouds passed over and it began to rain

wind picking up
our fire sizzled out
in the tent inside our bags
we hid out
it was pitch black now
then lightning flashed
i could see her face again
temps dropped fast
so she jumped into my bag
didnt take long before she
could feel i was 'glad'
thunder was our mood music
rain hitting the tent
another strike of lightning
i could see her beautiful face again
she straddled my hips
unconnected was our lips
bag was getting hotter
i didn't move an inch
she slowly moved above me
rocking from head to toe
i could feel her wet lips
kissing, licking & caressing
my full grown dick
she moaned while breathing
every time she moved
overwhelmed by the situation
lost in a grove
she moved much closer
bodies pressed together
like vineyard grapes
i fell right in
without any haste
'ohhhhhhhhhhhh....you feel so good'
 seductively came out her mouth
'lets ride out this storm'.....'ride it out together....

loves path

The path of love

Doesn’t exist

There is no map

Or an standardized list

Right and wrong

Is a matter of choice

Ones heart whom knows love

Knows the right choice

It’s a fearless path

An unbreakable bond

Love will remain

Even when the others gone

It’s a place in our hearts

Science cannot find

Un-dissectible by a doctor

Unknown to the mind

It keeps us going

Lifes ‘flashlight’

To that love

I wish a goodnight

passing dream

out of no where
you came into my life
restarted this dead heart
brought light to my eyes
fresh air to my lungs
which still keeps me goin
a tattoo of you on my mind
your name across my chest
your my everything
the rest is just the rest
stay with me forever
be my guiding light
dont wake me if you go
this heart can't take goodbye

ice cream lick

Lick it down the middle

But also on the sides

She can’t seem to get enough

When I’m between her thighs

Building up to the 1^st lick

Prepping for the stick

Having her ache for it

She wants it oh so bad

Once I touch that skin

Sending shivers n driving her mad

I enjoy every lick

Each a tad different than the next

Her breathing becomes heavy

Juices flow like a broken levy

I keep it going

Giving it all my best

Flicker of the tongue

Deep in and out

She grabs a hold of my head

Burring me deep in her mound

In my head I smile

I keep it going for another while

Using my finger tip

On her sensitive clit

She soaked and ready

Wanting to be on top

Jumping me like an animal

Whom I am to stop?

wild horse

With you layin beside me

Its time to go to bed

You hop on top and whisper

‘I want you deep inside me’

You take no time

Just grab a hold

Straddling yourself in

Acting so bold

‘it might get a bit bumpy,

Grab my hips to hold on’

Eyeing me with that sinister grin

As I…slid right in

Lost in lust

Her hips begin to thrust

Back and forth

And back again

Like a wild horse

Who’s never been broken in

The room was dark

Yet I can see her outline

Her body bucking violently

She’s aches for me deeper inside thee

With her hand on my chest

Her breathing begins to change

She releases many screams

Followed by a deep deep moan

I feel her insides twitching

With my t-bone

She collapses on top me

As I wrap my arms around thee

Pulling the sheets over us

I get chills all over

Kissing, touching her softly

Feeling her heart pound

She’s catching her breathe

Returning from mental higher ground

Fast asleep

I kiss her goodnight

The things she can do to me

Oh how I adore thee

sensual woman

as i sat cross-legged in front the fireplace
she walked around n stood tall in front of me
i slowly stared up at this goddess
legs perfectly shaven
her scent was being given off
i found it intoxicating
she had on a white skirt
just low enough to tease me
shape of her hips n torso
like a hand molded hourglass made by the heavens
white lace bra
covering her luscious n sensitive breasts
her hair lay on her neck line
hands behind her back
the only light was from the fireplace
she looked down at me
having her bottom lip in her mouth
looking into her eyes
blood rushed throughout my body
heart rate increased
damm she knows how to turn me on
i leaned forward and began to kiss her thighs
kissing and licking in moderation
sometimes softly
always slow enough to savor her
her legs shook
as extacy ran up her spine
i lifted the front of her skirt
only to find bare skin
but it wasn't yet time
she slowly bent her knees
putting her legs outside my own
sitting in my lap
locking her legs around me
there was no escape
there was no need to run
her hands moved slowly around my face
touching my lips
as if it were the 1st time ever
she grabbed the back of my head
creeping forward
staring deeply into my eyes
kissed me with so much passion
it took away my breathe
melted my heart
i became light headed
that was just the start

the herbaliser- sensual woman.

me

i've been known to make mistakes
i'm only human...after all
never meaning to bring you
any harm at all
i can't tell what your thinking
my actions are what i believe best
when it comes to us
i put you before the rest
together we can conquer the world
but i only do 'forever'
life has its choices
now.......or never

turning away

as we looked into each others eyes
we knew it was goodbye
we hugged, kissed one last time
but we never said 'goodbye'
i turned and walked away
never turning back around
as the door closed behind me
my heart fell to the ground
got in the car
slowly drove away
leaving many years of memories behind
my mind in complete dismay
it took everything i had
draining me dry
to walk away from a once love
without a tear in my eye
i was mentally distorted for days
heart ached non-stop
something inside me died
but for the 1st time in life....i felt more alive

ISO

in search of a soul mate
some call 'the one'
brightens my darkest of days
shelter to my rainy night
holds me close
when i need it the most
builds me up
when the world gets me down
shows me the way
when i get lost
my partner in crime
when hands get tossed
an image of indescribable beauty
loves when i reach around to smack that booty
where is this one?
where can she be found?

it never happened

i once met a cat
from a land i hadn't been before
we chatted for days
but had never met face to face
i was mentally burnt out
work had gotten the best
went out to blow some steam
down to a music, bar theme
thats where i met her
a name with no face
her beauty caught me off gaurd
her face an image i couldn't mentally erase
she showed me the town
also what 'she' could do
the beach and restaurant
and messed up bed sheets too
never told her how i felt
i really dug that cat
i wonder if she thinks of me
i hope one day to go back

signs

the signs life gives
are sometimes bright as day
reminding you that something
is coming your way
uncertain of its purpose
or role it will play
yet its part of life's destiny
done in gods own way
a symbol of things to come?
or a coincident?
this sign that i've been seeing
I cant seem to put into words

sleep tight

as i slip into bed
on this dark and stormy night
fire's lost its flame
glowing embers only remain
sheets send a chill up my spine
i start to shiver deep inside
your working a late night
aint the same without you by my side
your pillow still holds your scent
wrapping my arms around it as i hold it close to my chest
my mind drifts away
as if you were here
comfort overwhelms me
even with this empty space
i drift into sleep
only to wake to a noise
i open my eyes to see your smiling face
a soft kiss on the lips
"i love you....goodnight"

Chris Brown - Sweet Love

Joe: I Wanna Know......i like to know what makes you cry...so i can be the one who ALWAYS makes you smile

light & dark

some thirst for release
others...is not the case
making love for hours
sex cannot replace
a union of two souls
spiritual dance to become one
there is no time limit
its not a matter of 'fun'
to lay down one's guard
feeling her heartbeat
as i feel her against me
my knees get weak
we breathe the same air
wrapped in our loves warmth
its something i need
something i long for

2 shooting stars

our stars crossed paths
were we meant to be?
our eyes make contact
you didnt take a second to blink
both in a trance
world continuing to spin
is love...
in our destiny?
came over and chatted
few words became hours
the night grew dark
neither wanting to leave
we saved it for next time
for our eyes to once again met

CB

we sometimes forget
people hold us close in their chest
a distant love from many years ago
we were just kids,
1st loves and each others
the greatest feelings
every time we hugged
spent countless hours kissing
perfecting the art of love
writing love notes in school
she...a blessing from above
though we are apart
still connected by the heart
only in the end
through death do we part

usb plug

I wish this crazy mind

Would leave me alone

To do my own thing

Be free and roam

Always in the way

Taking up my sleep

I tell it to shut up

Leaves and then creeps

I can hear it day n night

Yapping away

Saying meaningless thing

Pointless in every way

It is part of me

And I am part of it

I just need to find its plug

Pull it and be on my way

castle kryptonie

outside you act the same
yet inside you change
kryptonite in your veins
mental combination rearranged
you morph into the old
someone you once were
a person more bold
unafraid to let go
yet you still show fears
i can see it bright as day
kryptonite keeps working
slowly chipping away
walls you created
eventually fall
you give into something
that source without name
walls rebuild
outside you act the same

12th letter

lights are out
i just woke up
there's no power
still i don't fuss
with you by my side
i've got all i need
love, kisses and body heat
all under these sheets
keeping you close
as the room temps drop
our bodies come together
to from into one
thankful that your near
my embrace pure and sincere
heavens brought you to me
this is for you my dear

the glass

some will say
'the glass is half full'
others will say
'the glass is half empty'
few will say
'there is no glass'
regardless of the view
the moment has passed
does ones opinion matter
which thought triggered the last?

adios

i'm lookin forward to the end
when its all said and done
no more heart/body aches
no wars to be won
all is quiet
overwhelmed with bliss
im leaving this body
dear earth, here's a gift
i leave with what i came with
nothing more nor less
spiritually free
happy....not a thing less
travel by thought
no body to hold me down
blast off into nothingness
as i look around
so many spirits
pass me one by one
the beginning of another journey
has just begun

10/29-3

dont know why i'm here
enjoyin where i'm goin
but i walks with a smile
cant you tell its shown?
rose in my pocket
limp in my step
t-shirt n baggy jeans
hair all a mess
wallet is empty
as is my cup
life keeps me thinkin
can't seem to get enough
no trophys no plaques
did even finish high school
searchin for a soul mate
to love this fool

10/29-2

I’m starting to lose faith

Its taking its time

Depletion of “it”

Made me lose my mind

To believe or not

Is a choice I’ve made

I’ve shifted my thoughts

The past slowly erased

Each moment is new

as progress of time

Keeps going on

These new feeling of mine

In search of the source

Whom claim this real

Life gets hectic

just another ordeal