bird watching

i've done it all my life
spend hours 'bird watching'
some dress to impress
others to cover the ego
some dont try
others coping one another
can't say i prefer one over another
when naked they all look the same
emotional roller coasters
unable to shake the mind
lost in confusion
some a waste of time
but then there are those
whom know all the 'tricks'
what do do
where to do it
the ones itching for a fix
a curl of the toes
a scream out loud
just a bird passing by
was just here
but gone for now

awareness

to sit without thought
to live on 'record'
never hitting 'rewind'
or look back for 'play'
be in the moment
as each moment is real
sit in awareness
awe at the feel
dont enclose it
or give it a name
just sit in awareness
with each breathe
each blink
each
and every
day

love

love me
as if you were blind
dont see with your eyes
see with your heart
feel my spirit
with your souls touch
share the energy
that we create
love me now
as much as my dying day
now is all we have
love me.........
and never again be sad

distance

i now the see world
from miles and miles away
an unknown mentality
a conditioned mind gone astray
left on its own
dissecting its past
seeing life differently
each breath before my last
i find it difficult
to be reabsorbed
back to what
i used to be
lost in nothingness
seeing without the blindness
words cant express
change that aspired
i look forward to the me
when i myself expire

as time passes

as time passes
leaves come and go
amount of visual sunlight changes
faces disappear into the unknown
mind evolves
yet it does not
reality becomes more apparent
for some, it does not
conditioning of the mind
has taken aeon's to create
yet within a blink
it is all taken away
back to the core
the way we were created to live
simply, happy
sharing, and to give
this world only knows consumption
never aware of its effects
spend all your life working
forgetting to actually 'live'