shapeless

formless by thought
shaped by mind
this is what i've become
through the sand of time
such and such tall
such an such weight
not the most intelligent
good-looking nor saint
what you see
is not what is there
the mind creates a form
an atomic shell
particles in motion
flowing every which way
i look like a human
in the typical way
made just like you
yet i am me

close your eyes
and you will see

missing puzzle piece

with each blink of an eye
every breathe i take
beats of my heart
thought my mind makes
i miss you
opening my eyes when i wake
searching for your comforting soul
i miss you
as the days pass
and i grow old
my heart tells me a story
one which isnt sold
'a heart with love
is what keeps me going
helps me smile
lets me knowing
that as i miss
you in every way
this heart beats for you
till the heavens take me away'
i miss you

ryme

pouring out these thought
my mind keeps caged
hearts full of love
world's in a rage
chassin after the bills
credit cards and cell phones
we've become more distant
never to be the same
finding a way
to fill their empty hearts
this soul walks alone
lost and astray
my time's in each blink
timed with me heart
words go unspoken
light from the dark
on top of the world
yet still far behind
is it me
or is it the world
whom have lost their mind

current path

as of this blog
i cant see far
don't know my future
stuck in a beach's sand bar
i don't see a path
or a sign as such
to guide my soul
as life's board game
is rough
as i look back
my path was always right
here i sit
think and type
everything in life
put you here right now
good, bad, sad
but i'm unsure now
patiently waiting for a sign from the 'one'
not thinking
nor wanting
breathe in
chin up

tears in her eyes

she doesn't understand
pain her mom causes
when her mom never calls
stops by
simply to say 'hi'
As i held her in my arms
tears ran down her face
pain is all i felt
deep down inside
things people do
without the slightest thought
living selfishly
as if she doesn't exist
yet i have to watch her cry
help her find a comfort
somewhere in her heart
also her mind
i wonder what she thinks
how much anger she feels
wishing i could take it all away
absorb the pain
for myself to feel
my dad was the same
so my sister got those genes
tears in her eyes
those things i never wish to see