insane

over the past 14ish years
I've become something
i saw when i was young
a state of mind
or a state of being
a place where i unplug myself
from the world that is around me
I've always claimed
'live outside the box,
just know the box always effects you'
is something i have found
more and more true
as i rise to met and greet
the sun and moon
'We' are living all wrong
yet, 'we' don't see it
blinded by lies
tv, computers, smart phones
newspapers, media, our 'friends'
we plant ourselves in the norm
become another blade of grass
in a open plain field
looking from afar
i feel like I'm insane
seeing things from another light
unplugging myself from my brain
'seeing' without judging
as a clean chalkboard
constantly wiped clean
the ever changing photo
or picture frame which is never the same
i have yet to figure out
is it me
or the world
whom is on the path
of insane

socitey vs head vs heart

from little
the world around us instills 'values'
those are the 'things' we are made to believe
this is wrong and that is right
over time the mind begins to question 'it'
you see flaws in the system
truths become uncovered
more and more lies come to the light
then one day
it all changes again
the heart is struck with a pain
unlike one ever experienced before
the mind tries drastically to understand
yet the heart aches in pain
a pain without end
society says 'you'll be ok, it will pass'
mentally you live in a daze
lost in the confusion between heart and mind
society seems useless
yet you go back to find answers
believing answers can be found by 'asking'
instead of 'searching'
the seconds, minutes, days, weeks and years
all pass us by
some never change
but since that day
you've never been the same
the heart still aches
mind still doesn't understand
society has found a pill for your pain
all of a sudden
you see that it is the world
that is in pain

one's wants

'i want this and i want that'
we're taught, 'you'll have to go to school for that'
educated full of knowledge
yet it has no true meaning
its a mental stimulation
for the mind and its being
equations and answers
for papers and pens
take the test over
you'll do even better
try and try again
a competition to the top
against your fellow man
'so i can one day be a boss'
is what i hear them say
'the more i make,
the happier i will be'
filling life with one's wants
an emptiness deep inside of ye

third eye

my third eyes sees it
almost clear as day
it gives me all the signs
then it goes away
it happened all last night
preparing me for the worse
hours later it happened
not surprised
is all i can say
i stopped making plans
as i've let myself down before
i've been mentally lost
my mind can be quite the whore
it moves faster than i wish
its like it and i battle
i know it has its purpose
everything has a reason
so the fighting goes on
season after season

permanent mental scar

They say 'some wounds never heal'
i personally found it untrue
yet a person i love dearly
fights with her mental scar
to young to understand
she has done nothing wrong
the pain she has endured
could 'mentally' kill a man
emotional confusion
engulfed in thought
a loving spirit
what a pain others have brought
some days i just don't understand
times i sit back and observe
where did this world go wrong
lost is the mind
of this innocent human
i love so dear