Thursday, October 11, 2012

pumping blood

she whispered in my ear
sending chills down my spine
telling me what she's gonna do
blowing out my mind
my heart began to race
as she kissed me all over
moisture of her tounge
now with goosebumps all over
she took her sweet time
showed me her tricks
lollipop sux
with ice cream licks
eager to please
only pleasure on her mind
she devoured me whole
this woman so fine

jumping ship

as i bid farewell
to the place i will depart
say goodbye to my loved ones
searching for a new start
the destination is unknown
to a place i've never been
seeking to change
my person from within
i've ran from the past
praying to change the present
but a troubled mind never forgets
all the wrong i've done to my brothers
i'm welcomed to new faces
whom are unknown to my past
i settle in for the bumpy ride
too see how long it will last

un-victorious

the battle is won
there is no one left
gun in my hand
bullet in my leg
as i look upon destruction
i see nothing but death
i'm unsure what was accomplished
with all these people laid to rest
somewhere far away
politicians are celebrating
none here or near enough
for my bullet which is waiting
'we die' for our country
but get nothing in return
another forgotten name
another lost soul
our families remember us
for all those 'things' that we once did
but if they had seen what i saw
they wouldn't know how to live

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

fearless

there are those whom are fearless
staring death in the face
doing what they do
any time, any place
life on the line
they keep pushing on
some have guns
others with swords
an army on hand
always starts wars
the goal is to win
to see another day
fearless are few
they are made numb
killing their fellow man
when their lives have just begun

battle

the warmth in ones heart
isn't found by the mind
a conflict of interest
since the beginning of time
the never ending battle
of 'what to do'
follow my heart/follow my mind
just don't wanna look like a fool
but as the years pass
the mind learns more
it see's the heart as a place
of heartache and bore
without love in ones heart
a mind takes over
living selfishly, un-morally
over and over

illusion

there she lay
in a room full of candles
lust in her mind
eyes of a vandal
setting up the bait
prepping for the kill
a night unforgotten
sweat, moans, thrusts, friction & thrills
i still see the imagines
imbedded in my mind
of that one night
i made her mine
we gave it our all
no room for any less
what a sight to see
her naked body on top me
radiating lust
her scent filled the air
nothing but her on my mind
not even a worry or a care

the end

with my hearts final beat
i take my last breathe
body goes limp
mind goes dead
pass through the darkness
into the light
finally leaving
my body behind
my spirit set free
off into space
to gods front door
i'm welcomed with embrace
no more worries
no more pain

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

choices

someone told me 'the path to happiness'
was right down this road
i looked down it
saw everything paved with gold
trees had diamond chandaliers
plants grew 100 dollar bills
i saw the madness before me
it gave me the chills
'where's all the beauty' i asked
the person simply couldn't compute
'money wont make me happy,
is it that hard to understand?'
looking at me confused
with a blank stare
pointed the other direction
'your path is over there'
moutains kissed the sky
eagles soared free
a cool breeze hit my skin
'this is the path for me!'
after the 1st step
i was free

hmmmmmmm

certain situations
create certain outcomes
i was confused,
disoriented and disarrayed
of the unfolding events
that happened that day
what was the trigger?
that set you off
you became a different person
wanting to get off
but was it the real you?
waiting to get out
that worked its way through
needing to scream and shout
i put it away
with many other things
hidden somewhere mentally
this stays in between

One day....even if its my last...

Monday, October 8, 2012

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

change

Do we change?
if so how?
as we age, externally we 'grow'
yet the state of 'being human' doesn't change
we encounter experiences
those mold us into what we are now
we act, walk, talk, react, interact different
but everyone is identical 'internally' (of course there are abnormalities)
are we an equation in constant flux?
one molecule effecting another
if so....is there a goal?

''I''

whom is the "I"?
is it the ''I'' that you see?
what created the ''I''?
is it the same ''I'' that ''I'' see?
does it have skin, is it real?
does it know what it is to feel?
is the ''I'' simply a projection of the mind?
chemical/electrical reactions happening constantly?
if my mind controls what ''I'' say, do, how ''I'' react or feel,
then what controls the mind?

Monday, October 1, 2012

1st step

if i gave you the world
would it be enough
would you keep wanting
piling up the stuff
filling our home
with needless things
a wasteland of 'wants'
help fill nothing
why cant it just be me?
here by your side
show me your forever
until the day 'we' die

shadows

there are those whom fear their shadows
imagines from our past
a person we once were
lifestyle which didn't last
things we cannot erase
people we once hurt
lurking in these shadows
nothing has a face
we hid our true selves
fearing 'what would they think'
our actions once madness
i still see with each blink

Sunday, September 2, 2012

me

i've got everything you need
got nothing you want
pockets are all empty
jobless, yes i are
i dont believe in rings
cause material things have no meaning
you can't buy my love
you can have all i own
aint got no car or home of my own
i wont live a slave
until i'm into a grave
dont crave money
clean air and cool water
makes my day
take my hand and you'll see
i'm the.............

musica

this beat in my mind has altered my heart keeps my feet moving bodies close then apart rhythm sets the pace as we move on the floor under a moon lit sky away we will fly lost in these tunes tis just you and I feels like we're done this before no need to ask why only us and this moment is all that exists moving in harmony with music audio bliss

spot

the g-spot orgasm is unlike the rest she spasms so quick she simply loses her breathe overwhelmed by sensation her heart begins to pound hips begin to buckle like on shake ground moans increase with depth shes close to that point moisture glistening on my fingers my tongue at Y's joint she goes quiet not even the smallest peep then the screams unlike before never the same again all out of breathe as her body cools down g-spot bandit with ease it is found

Friday, August 24, 2012

drifting away

all of those times
that you held me close
stared deep in my eyes
telling me you love me most
being open and sincere
you loved me so dear
wrapped in each others arms
life became so clear
seeing myself in your eyes
i saw forever
your the last person i held
the final smile i saw
my spirit carries our loves
free once for all