the end

with my hearts final beat
i take my last breathe
body goes limp
mind goes dead
pass through the darkness
into the light
finally leaving
my body behind
my spirit set free
off into space
to gods front door
i'm welcomed with embrace
no more worries
no more pain

choices

someone told me 'the path to happiness'
was right down this road
i looked down it
saw everything paved with gold
trees had diamond chandaliers
plants grew 100 dollar bills
i saw the madness before me
it gave me the chills
'where's all the beauty' i asked
the person simply couldn't compute
'money wont make me happy,
is it that hard to understand?'
looking at me confused
with a blank stare
pointed the other direction
'your path is over there'
moutains kissed the sky
eagles soared free
a cool breeze hit my skin
'this is the path for me!'
after the 1st step
i was free

hmmmmmmm

certain situations
create certain outcomes
i was confused,
disoriented and disarrayed
of the unfolding events
that happened that day
what was the trigger?
that set you off
you became a different person
wanting to get off
but was it the real you?
waiting to get out
that worked its way through
needing to scream and shout
i put it away
with many other things
hidden somewhere mentally
this stays in between

One day....even if its my last...

Ray Barreto - Acid

change

Do we change?
if so how?
as we age, externally we 'grow'
yet the state of 'being human' doesn't change
we encounter experiences
those mold us into what we are now
we act, walk, talk, react, interact different
but everyone is identical 'internally' (of course there are abnormalities)
are we an equation in constant flux?
one molecule effecting another
if so....is there a goal?

''I''

whom is the "I"?
is it the ''I'' that you see?
what created the ''I''?
is it the same ''I'' that ''I'' see?
does it have skin, is it real?
does it know what it is to feel?
is the ''I'' simply a projection of the mind?
chemical/electrical reactions happening constantly?
if my mind controls what ''I'' say, do, how ''I'' react or feel,
then what controls the mind?

1st step

if i gave you the world
would it be enough
would you keep wanting
piling up the stuff
filling our home
with needless things
a wasteland of 'wants'
help fill nothing
why cant it just be me?
here by your side
show me your forever
until the day 'we' die

shadows

there are those whom fear their shadows
imagines from our past
a person we once were
lifestyle which didn't last
things we cannot erase
people we once hurt
lurking in these shadows
nothing has a face
we hid our true selves
fearing 'what would they think'
our actions once madness
i still see with each blink

This was me in 1999....thats when everything changed

me

i've got everything you need
got nothing you want
pockets are all empty
jobless, yes i are
i dont believe in rings
cause material things have no meaning
you can't buy my love
you can have all i own
aint got no car or home of my own
i wont live a slave
until i'm into a grave
dont crave money
clean air and cool water
makes my day
take my hand and you'll see
i'm the.............

musica

this beat in my mind has altered my heart keeps my feet moving bodies close then apart rhythm sets the pace as we move on the floor under a moon lit sky away we will fly lost in these tunes tis just you and I feels like we're done this before no need to ask why only us and this moment is all that exists moving in harmony with music audio bliss

spot

the g-spot orgasm is unlike the rest she spasms so quick she simply loses her breathe overwhelmed by sensation her heart begins to pound hips begin to buckle like on shake ground moans increase with depth shes close to that point moisture glistening on my fingers my tongue at Y's joint she goes quiet not even the smallest peep then the screams unlike before never the same again all out of breathe as her body cools down g-spot bandit with ease it is found

Albert Collins, Conversation with... (ft. Barrelhouse Live)

drifting away

all of those times
that you held me close
stared deep in my eyes
telling me you love me most
being open and sincere
you loved me so dear
wrapped in each others arms
life became so clear
seeing myself in your eyes
i saw forever
your the last person i held
the final smile i saw
my spirit carries our loves
free once for all

Mungo Jerry - In The Summertime ORIGINAL 1970

Humpback Whale Shows AMAZING Appreciation After Being Freed From Nets

Jefferson Airplane - White Rabbit (Grace Slick, Woodstock, aug 17 1969)

trapped

trapped in my mind
yet the soul roams free
to do as it wishes
see what the mind can't see
without form or DNA
it moves with graces
body still grounded
surrounded by faces with frowns
ones mind cannot fathom
the work of the soul
pulling the strings daily
choosing right from wrong
its the source of energy
from this beating heart
separated by spaces
atoms miles apart 

just us

is it just you
or is it me
how making love to one another
make me feel free
its just us
air, hearts beating and love
a gift from the heavens
somewhere up above
emotions on full
not a second of thought
either a lighting filled night
or clear blue sky
under the stars
with a cool breeze
or with sand between our toes
n camping next to snow covered trees

the purchase

bought me some happiness
didn't last that long
thought it would help
turns out i was wrong
so i bought some more
to fill the empty gap
cleaned out my bank account
now living a financial drought
so i work hard
so i can buy more
even bought myself
a brand new door!
so i left the store
with all this crap
that does me no good
but i keep going back
on my way out
oh look....something new...

stopping by

for those whom pass by
and read my blog
free your mind from fog
clear away the clouds
rid you mind from suffering
keep your heads up and proud
words are simply words
dont dwell on mistakes
everyone makes them
learn to give, minimizing take
enjoy the breeze
find your place of peace
love with all your heart
even if it brings you to your knees
you have all the answers
to your problems you wish to solve
i have nothing to offer
you can take it all
we leave this earth
the way we came
a body re-earthed
a spirit out of its frame

passing by

i drift through this world
like an invisible ghost
passing those zombies
whom scare me the most
taking just enough
to make ti through the day
knowing nothing is taken
once my body lay
unplugged from this madness
though it still affects me
salesman dont bother
your 'things' dont tempt me
watching from a distance
almost alien like
how did the world become like this
a black hole of 'wants'
bottomless greed of 'needs'
yet your needs...you do not want

Passion

It was late one night,
Every star was in sight,
Not a cloud was seen,
The world was serene,
The stage was set,
Within a warm bed,
Where I lay,
With her in my arms,
The softness of her skin,
Her breathe,
Slowing blowing across my chest,
There was a quietness that filled the air,
Lost in the moment,
It wasn’t physical,
But the hearts were communicating,
The mind… was finally quite,
And the spirits comforted one another,
I understood love,
Because the mind,
Let the heart live

beauty of a woman

an atom bomb when off
the moment i lay eyes on you
ran out of breathe
couldn't help but stare
at the beauty
that lay before me
those words dont exist
they simply wouldnt suffice
no matter how many letters
or language could express
the simple vision of beauty
laying on my chest
gazing into my eyes
you put me in a trace
undescribeable beauty
all in once glace