trapped

trapped in my mind
yet the soul roams free
to do as it wishes
see what the mind can't see
without form or DNA
it moves with graces
body still grounded
surrounded by faces with frowns
ones mind cannot fathom
the work of the soul
pulling the strings daily
choosing right from wrong
its the source of energy
from this beating heart
separated by spaces
atoms miles apart 

just us

is it just you
or is it me
how making love to one another
make me feel free
its just us
air, hearts beating and love
a gift from the heavens
somewhere up above
emotions on full
not a second of thought
either a lighting filled night
or clear blue sky
under the stars
with a cool breeze
or with sand between our toes
n camping next to snow covered trees

the purchase

bought me some happiness
didn't last that long
thought it would help
turns out i was wrong
so i bought some more
to fill the empty gap
cleaned out my bank account
now living a financial drought
so i work hard
so i can buy more
even bought myself
a brand new door!
so i left the store
with all this crap
that does me no good
but i keep going back
on my way out
oh look....something new...

stopping by

for those whom pass by
and read my blog
free your mind from fog
clear away the clouds
rid you mind from suffering
keep your heads up and proud
words are simply words
dont dwell on mistakes
everyone makes them
learn to give, minimizing take
enjoy the breeze
find your place of peace
love with all your heart
even if it brings you to your knees
you have all the answers
to your problems you wish to solve
i have nothing to offer
you can take it all
we leave this earth
the way we came
a body re-earthed
a spirit out of its frame

passing by

i drift through this world
like an invisible ghost
passing those zombies
whom scare me the most
taking just enough
to make ti through the day
knowing nothing is taken
once my body lay
unplugged from this madness
though it still affects me
salesman dont bother
your 'things' dont tempt me
watching from a distance
almost alien like
how did the world become like this
a black hole of 'wants'
bottomless greed of 'needs'
yet your needs...you do not want

Passion

It was late one night,
Every star was in sight,
Not a cloud was seen,
The world was serene,
The stage was set,
Within a warm bed,
Where I lay,
With her in my arms,
The softness of her skin,
Her breathe,
Slowing blowing across my chest,
There was a quietness that filled the air,
Lost in the moment,
It wasn’t physical,
But the hearts were communicating,
The mind… was finally quite,
And the spirits comforted one another,
I understood love,
Because the mind,
Let the heart live

beauty of a woman

an atom bomb when off
the moment i lay eyes on you
ran out of breathe
couldn't help but stare
at the beauty
that lay before me
those words dont exist
they simply wouldnt suffice
no matter how many letters
or language could express
the simple vision of beauty
laying on my chest
gazing into my eyes
you put me in a trace
undescribeable beauty
all in once glace

between seconds

thoughts fly by
like shooting stars in the sky
a glimpse into the mind
like a photographs flash
its frozen nano-seconds
each and every time
what created the idea
who controls this mind
from the moment i wake
this brain is hard to keep quiet
with random moments of clarity
not a sound is hear
spontaneous combustion
or enlightenment...if you will
those are the times
i enjoy most
those are the times
i live most

song

i need your love
when its cold outside
i need you by myside
i need your love

been counting the seconds
as they tick by
waiting to see
your most incredible smile

i need your love
when i feel lost
do anything...at all costs
i need your love

here with me
to set my heart free
i need your love

like an eagle needs flight
like day need the night
i need your love

if this is a dream
i dont want to wake up
just need your here now
some way some how
i need your love

makin luv

on a deserted beach
off the coast of no where
we stripped off our clothes
she let down her hair
with all the time in the world
she kissed me softly n loving
sun was down, stars were out
the moon...right above me
her warm embrace
smile on her face
letting me know
this...was just a taste
shes the only one
who always made my heart smile
weak when we kissed
my mouth water n drip

a womans effect
only she can bring

500+ miles in 13 hours

most dont try
yet i love to ride
my shiny blue moto
the fazer named beast
she takes the highway like a camel
back roads with no fear
lots of suspension travel
smooth in every gear
sippin petro
as i blast by
400lbs of fun
live, ride then die

nights rest

as i approached the bed
the curves of her body cut into the bed sheets
she lay there so peaceful
as i pull back the covers
her body moves from the cold air
as i wrap my body around hers
shes still asleep
there in the nude
i wrestle my arms under hers
i mold into her
the warmth of her
brings me joy
helps me sleep
like when i was a little boy
i kiss her softy
caress her skin
what a great feeling
we must do this again

past

i do still think about you
and all those things we did
smiles on our faces
from a soft and gentle kiss
holding hands as we walked
or in each others arms
the friction from our bodies
what a time those were
the past never leaves us
like a mental tattoo
i wonder why i visit those thoughts
oh so many times
brings comfort to my heart
a smile to my face
thankful for those moments
frozen in times space
do you still think of me?
if so about what?
i wish i got a 'magical email'
fearless......

music

those beats
those rymes
things that create flow
get people on the dance floor
make you body move
more than ever b-fo
it keeps your heart pumping
ass shakes left to right
mentally in a trace
your feet cant stop the dance
e-lec-tron-ic sounds
thumping bass lines
world stands still
so does space and time
outside of this club
the world no longer exists
this music's got me movin
so enjoy this time of bliss

growing flower

to watch a child grow
and see their mind evolve
its an amazing thing
complex and all
from toys to boys
diapers to dresses
face covered in food
make-up has replaced
wouldn't trade it for the world
or look the other way
this little one has changed me
shes doesn't know the good she's done
love you B

patience

i've waited a while
or maybe longer
to do a certain something
since i was a boy
starting what i finish
always makes me smile
but i dont live in misery
i also can do without
a simple task
has taken 20+ years
a gear heads dream
to make an engine scream
built by these hands
assembled piece by piece
a poor mans build
to call it the least
not breaking records
just doing it for fun
another check for my bucket list
this one....its soon done!

hoy

been lost for some time
mentally in a daze
time no longer exists
i no longer crave
everyone wants to live forever
but so far its seemed too long
100 years a life?
damm, thats just to far
days pass me by
its like a book with no end
pages fill up
with words from the past
a book about history
when's the last?

movement

i move through life
at the pace of a snail
crossing miles of earth
like a migrating whale
unseen by most
passed by all
i take my time
with each footsteps fall
a world full of rushins
but i'm chillean
listen to the winds
or the land i'm surveyin
i walk alone
or behind those i love
this life seems eternal
yet i enjoy it enough

downtime

when the bodies in pain
we must refrain
give ourselves
time to heal
though it hurts me so
i dont let it show
the suffering i feel
is real
chosen to slow down
take a step back
let the body
reheal itself
cant ride my moto
or shift through the gears
this pain was a gift
one for my 33 years

Talks With Sri Ramana Maharshi.

shapeless

formless by thought
shaped by mind
this is what i've become
through the sand of time
such and such tall
such an such weight
not the most intelligent
good-looking nor saint
what you see
is not what is there
the mind creates a form
an atomic shell
particles in motion
flowing every which way
i look like a human
in the typical way
made just like you
yet i am me

close your eyes
and you will see

missing puzzle piece

with each blink of an eye
every breathe i take
beats of my heart
thought my mind makes
i miss you
opening my eyes when i wake
searching for your comforting soul
i miss you
as the days pass
and i grow old
my heart tells me a story
one which isnt sold
'a heart with love
is what keeps me going
helps me smile
lets me knowing
that as i miss
you in every way
this heart beats for you
till the heavens take me away'
i miss you

ryme

pouring out these thought
my mind keeps caged
hearts full of love
world's in a rage
chassin after the bills
credit cards and cell phones
we've become more distant
never to be the same
finding a way
to fill their empty hearts
this soul walks alone
lost and astray
my time's in each blink
timed with me heart
words go unspoken
light from the dark
on top of the world
yet still far behind
is it me
or is it the world
whom have lost their mind

current path

as of this blog
i cant see far
don't know my future
stuck in a beach's sand bar
i don't see a path
or a sign as such
to guide my soul
as life's board game
is rough
as i look back
my path was always right
here i sit
think and type
everything in life
put you here right now
good, bad, sad
but i'm unsure now
patiently waiting for a sign from the 'one'
not thinking
nor wanting
breathe in
chin up

tears in her eyes

she doesn't understand
pain her mom causes
when her mom never calls
stops by
simply to say 'hi'
As i held her in my arms
tears ran down her face
pain is all i felt
deep down inside
things people do
without the slightest thought
living selfishly
as if she doesn't exist
yet i have to watch her cry
help her find a comfort
somewhere in her heart
also her mind
i wonder what she thinks
how much anger she feels
wishing i could take it all away
absorb the pain
for myself to feel
my dad was the same
so my sister got those genes
tears in her eyes
those things i never wish to see