lost for words

If i left this world today
would you still kiss me goodbye
I'm one most unlike you
free and ready to die
if all the things you said
couldn't be unheard
it doesn't take much
just a right mix of words
when they come from your heart
i'm left in doubt
which path to take
with....or without

Unfound love

Those with loves criteria

A list of MUST haves

Find themselves lonely daily

Depressed, stressed and mad

An absurd list

Of useless wants

To fill that emptiness inside

Is one thing they cannot hide

So date after date

They find every flaw

Complaining of this unfound love

To one and to all

Psychological security

How does one measure

'The good life'

Is it that massive roof 

That you hide in and call a home

Is it that rainbow closet

That you call your clothes

If we were happier as children

Yet had so much less

Why do we stress?

Walking around looking depressed

Is the hunger of consumption

A seed planted while growing up?

Is it watered and fertilized

Through magazines, tv and things we see through time?

When will you be happy?

What will it take?

Is the smile I see upon your face

Real.....or fake?

From the missing

It's been quite some time

Since I've wrote down my thoughts

Not sure where I've been

To be honest...I think I'm lost

Days pass me by

There is no motivation

I just keep moving

With mans innovations

Putting in my 9 to 5

5 days a week

It's what school told us 

Just to stay alive

It keeps food on the table

So we can survive

In a few hours 

It will be tomorrow

This slavery lifestyle

Tastes spiritually sour

invisible sight

there are times in life
when i sit and wonder
lost in thought and time
looking over yonder
reflecting on the past
people i once knew
hoping their ok
wishing they knew
so many faces and convo's
throughout this lifetime of mine
curious if how many more are to come
i guess its only a matter of time

boston

lets stop hating one another
start loving one another
we come from the one
all sisters and brother
find peace in your hearts
mend what tears us apart
try a little harder
that's just a start
smile everyday
help someone out
offer strangers a hand
lift those whom are down
this downward spiral can stop
we gotta find a way
this world cannot continue
going on in such dismay

lost words

what was it you said
that time in bed
that you could
'see us forever'
to wake by my side
everyday and night
as we both
grow old with time
through good and bad
more happy than sad
with each step
we'll be holding hands
we will enjoy
life's journey together

air

where did you come from
where've you been all my life
girl so amazing
i'd love to call you my wife
my everything
my all
'my love'
she'll be called
been a long time
since a girl blew my mind
its not everyday
a girl takes my breathe away

space

i took a shooting star
across the milky way
out to another part of this galaxy
cause i heard that's where you stay
had to see your face
needed to see you smile
wanted to hear your voice
hold your hand for a while
lay under a tree
just you n me
watching the clouds roll by
birds chirping...flying free
sun keeping us warm
wind blowing over us n the hills
i catch your intoxicating scent
it gives me the chills
without a care in the world
it could all end now
i love moments like this
life's simple....wow

illusion

i think about her daily
yet she does not know
times we spend together
keeps me wanting mo
i can bring back her face
with the blink of an eye
her lips pressed against minez
keep my blood pressure high
i can't seem to shake her
no matter how hard i try
might miss this girl
till the day i die

her......

few have felt it
even fewer can produce it
a one soft
gentle
heart melting
pain relieving
seductive
mind blowing
light headed
time stopping
spiritual awakening
.........kiss

her hug

the love in her hug
i miss oh so much
it was always sincere
every time she held me near
it almost took away my breathe
afraid to let go
we were 2 molds
with embrace...we became 1
i could feel her heart beat
as if trying to say
'i love you so much
in every which way
here in my arms
you'll feel no pain'
only she could do so
only she...could show so
how she made me feel
i hope she knows so

clones

They confiscated your thoughts

They are no longer your own

They tell you what to believe

Feel, say and own

Mass produced

Across the globe

You all become one

Why? Its never asked

Yet that’s the point

So you need not think

You follow their path

Already preset

So off you go

Following the rest

to where?

only they know

soul to soul

she whispered in my ear
she wanted to be mine
i asked her for how long
she said 'till the end of time'
that's millions of blinks away
even more heart beats
she said 'its ok, without you
i have no heart beat'
asked if she could
love me for that long
she looked into my eyes
stared into my soul
held my hand to her heart
said 'forever...forever i'm yours'

good morning

tick tick tick

clock ticks down
the time has come
where its just you n I
one on one
in a remote location
so no one can see
where time stops
you start lovin me
its never the same
with so many ways
caressing, tasting and teasing
love without pain
no better fashion
to live ones life

evolution

the evolution of E
path of the one
packed up his things
she asked for none
facing change
without fear in his heart
deep down inside
his world fell apart
next steps can't be seen
its taken anyway
no one to comfort
he does not stray
never turning around
to say goodbye
there's no one there
when he's kicked around
battered and bruised
he gets up for more
body can take
feet firmly on the floor
a journey to the unknown
into anothers home
just so she
wouldn't be alone

distant night

remember that night
we parked the car
near the water
world seemed afar
took off your seat belt
jumped over on my side
cracked open the moon roof
I slide right inside
wasn't much space
yet we made it work out
you enjoyin the ride
till it all came out
i stained the tux
you...your dress
i miss that lovin
times were the best

her kiss

as we came close
face to face
looking deep
deep into one anothers gaze
my mind was erased
not the slightest thought
she moved in closer
our hearts touched
i took a deep breath
she did the same
calmness overwhelmed me
feelings...not of the brain
she wrapped her arms around me
i felt her loving embrace
her lips touching my own
i forgot i was there
for those moments
i didn't have a care
seconds become hours
emotionally lost
kissing those lips
so gentle
so soft

new year

another revolution
of earth around sun
days pass us by
one by one
time to make changes?
attempting to be someone else?
why wait for a new year
simply change oneself
i'd like to become better
at playing my guitar
make new friends
finish fixing my car
find a job
that keeps a smile on my face
sail off to somewhere
with a familiar face
celebrate good times
with people i love
watch a good movie
after finishing a dub
find new roads
working on my riding skills
lower my debt
until i have no bills
hit the track
become a better rider
find a warm garage
so i can lay inside her
so heres to a new year
still just another day
wish you all the best
is all a day away

open door

she didn't understand
why i wouldn't fuck
i'm not that type of guy
i prefer to make love
leave your problems at the door
along with shoes and clothes
open up your pores
ask the heart...it knows
time is unlimited
only the feeling exists
our breathe in sync
as we sway back n forth
each time unlike the previous
every time you want more
here i am waiting
just leave your things at the door

state of mind

wasn't long ago
that i really didn't know
bout life's struggles n heartaches
pockets without dough
no stable job
nothing to fall back on
facing the world
without a path to follow
what is it to seek?
what is there to find?
had the money
it never mattered
now i have the time
i guess things could be badder
i wake up wondering
why i'm still alive
why am i still here
i'm lost this time

man kind

from physical savages
to psychological savages
we remain.....savages

pass me by

another beauty passes by
makes me stop and wonder
wheres she from?
whos she with?
whats she like?
she like the others?
just a passer by
without a word
not a look
nor a smile
not even
the bird

a snow flake Dec 1987

A snow flake fell into my hand
a tiny fragile gem
a frosty fragile flowerlet with petals
but no stem
i wondered at the beauty
its intricate design
i breathed
the snow flake vanished
just for a momento
it was mine